When am I going to exhale? I’ve been holding my breath for a year and a half. Maybe longer. I need a release and I’m not going to find it through smoking cigarettes or fucking someone. I want to skinny dip in an ice cold pond. I want someone to kiss me so hard that I forget where I am. I am not alive and I want to be.
spank my ass but also kiss my forehead and tell me I’m cute
In village or wilds,
that place is delightful
where arahants dwell.